Dr Phil: M.E. Cuts Herself
M.E. actively avoids recipes that require cutting with knives while she is cooking because she is afraid she might start cutting herself. She says she just closes her eyes when the knife gets close because she doesn’t want to see herself doing it. However, she does get a thrill out of surviving cutting herself.
M.E. Has Dreamed Of Killing Her Father
Much like the sociopaths you see in the movies, she says she has had dreams and thoughts of killing people. One of her first recurring dreams was of killing her father. In the dream, her father was going to kill her, so she had to gather belongings to take with her when she went, one of which was a knife. She loved having the dream because, each time she had it, she collected the things just a little faster until, eventually, she actually ended up killing her father.
When she woke up after the dream in which she killed her father, she felt a sense of empowerment. She doesn’t always get blood lust, but when she does, she would love nothing more than to take someone’s head and ram it into a sign. She thinks it’s possible that she could kill somebody. She doesn’t think she will kill someone, but it could happen.
M.E. Makes Strange Claims About Sociopaths
Dr. Phil first wanted to address her issue with knives, and M.E. said that she has scars all over her hands from cutting herself – one of the hallmarks of being a sociopath. As it turns out, Dr. Phil says that sociopaths don’t like to hurt themselves. HMM.
Despite the claims that she has no feelings or emotions, M.E. does admit to feeling love for her family, which is why is retaining her anonymity. She doesn’t want them to get any unwarranted negative attention from her sociopathic ways. Dr. Phil is very puzzled by this seemingly contradictory dichotomy, stating that, in his many years of experience in the field of therapy, he has never seen a case quite like M.E.’s. M.E. pointed out that many studies done on sociopaths were in prisons, so there is no way to be sure what one is.
She also wants to have children…children that she would like to raise to be sociopaths.